DOOR TO UNCONSCIOUS

There is a Door
to Intuitive Wisdom
a specific way of Contemplation

One looks at whatever arises
with continuous attention, without reacting
focused, your attention is unbroken
follow the rising and falling of movement

There is an emergence
into a world of equanimity and freedom
leaving the old state of being and coming into
the New
But suddenly, you drop into the Unknown
your mind drops away
a deep flow of energy rushes toward you
You are in contact with the depths

Both conscious and unconscious contents of mind
are Purified
by Intuitive Wisdom
The Door closes
You must return

CYCLE OF LIFE AND DEATH

moment to moment
breath to breath
Life arises, then falls
only to rise again
Fresh, Reborn, New
in each Eternal Moment
transcending itself
leaping from one moment
to the Next
dying unto itself
only to rise again
again and again

ESCAPE THE WHEEL OF LIFE

The present moment provides thrust
to escape karma, ideas, concepts
the intersection of conscious and unconscious
is a divine intercession
a one-time opportunity
to free oneself from the wheel of life

THROW YOURSELF AWAY

Throw yourself away
as personality, ego-identity
delve into the Unknown, the Universe

Coming into contact with the Unknown
you feel a flow of tremendous energy
coming toward you
Conscious and Unconscious make contact
at this incredible moment
You are on the edge of something marvelous
You are Returned to your Original
Undefiled Self

The True Self knows what you need
give yourself to it completely
Unconditionally

Stay away from mind games--duality
What you seek
Arises--Just Arises
not out of thinking or striving
It arises out of your true Self Nature
an unthought, non-conceptual experience

Be as you are
You are what you seek, already
Trust

Kenosis ◦ Realize Your True Self

NATURE SPEAKS

Nature speaks
thru a steep, up-hill climb
my leg muscles respond
engorged, blood-rushing, pumping
my lungs inflate, expanding my chest

the crest in view, drawing me on
my pace quickens, the summit
mounts
body and hill are One

another hill in sight
only this time, no struggle, no fight
the hill rolls beneath my feet

Nature without, Nature within
nothing but hills, wind and song
The World is mine

TEPEES ALONG COLORADO RIVER

A morning walk to Mt. Bonnel...
the overlook at the Colorado River
at first glance, the placid, lifeless appearance
of morbid mansions
an empty testimony to wealth and privilege
but a deeper seeing reveals
an Indian Village of tepees strung out
along the Colorado River
smoke arising from cooking fires
tempting aromas fills the air
the chatter of women
going about their morning chores
the laughter of children playing
the barking of dogs...

A Deep Silence penetrates
like a mist
sustaining a vision of the Past
still lingering in the Present Moment

The appearance of wealthy mansions
like a shadow obscures
the Rightful Vision of an Indian Encampment
which accords with Nature
with the Law of Heaven

The Past Moment bursting thru
the Present
Transcending the Edge of Unconscious/Conscious
the vital force of Suchness (tathata) dominates
a moment of timelessness

UNITY OF BEING

Live in the moment of your Awakening
Awaken to every moment
By deep silence within
Love flows out
and draws all into
Oneness

wu-wei...it is finished

NEW CREATIVITY

Amazed am i
at the threshold upon which we stand
any frequency of time/space
at our disposal, recall

Let us give testimony
to Creative wonders!
The Beauty of Nature Undiminished

IN DEEP SPACE

In Deep Space
both Time and Space
 are like channels on a TV set
adjustable to any conceivable frequency

And I tune into the place and time
of our co-existence
Children we were
Innocent, unaware of duality
To that moment
Return
Revel in our Oneness

INNOCENCE

If we could but share
Courtship
revel in the innocence of Youth
the inadvertent touch of hands
a stray meeting of eyes
our lives spread before us
as a summer's picnic

this moment caught in Eternity
never diminishing
if this we could share

you say my impulsiveness is too great
but you too feel the stir of
puppy love
nuzzling together, a flirtation with time
never to advance, not to recede
but remain just as we are
Innocent

AWAKENING

Let the Light of Pure Awareness
shine
and illuminate my mind

to live in the Light
dissolves the shadows
cast by fleeting identifications
of the conscious, ego mind

this moment holds the Forces of
Spontaneity
without which, there is no Substance
in action

Truth in Substance
not image

DEEPER REALITY

The sense of I AM
Being
is the manifestation of a
Deeper Cause

We are not what we appear to be
on the surface
to the conscious mind

That subtle, Hidden Presence
is our Deeper Reality
The beingness that lies
in-between moments, in-between words
is our True Source
our True Selves

It is the Un-born
the undying
Eternal Life

WHO AM I

I am the cool concrete porch
of the downtown church
where I spent my first homeless nite
in Austin

I am the fast moving clouds above
that lulled me to sleep
after a day of aimlessly wandering the streets
in Austin

I am the loving and accepting woman
who took in an unknown wanderer
in Austin
the woman who dripped ice-cold water
down my back on a hot summers day
in Austin

I am the consciousness-busting-conscious
about to take flight
in Austin

HEART UNBOUND

Remove the blinders
Mind has imposed upon seeing
see with the Heart

See the other
as yourself
enclosed, wrapped with all the experiences
of the self
Loved as the self
known as the self

When I behold you
I am seeing the God in you
(as I see Him in myself)

We are all extensions of the Divine
once we recognize this Oneness
Love can't but help be the result
Love for ourselves, Love for the other
Love as a way of being

DEEP HEART

Deep  Heart
go in search of it
or rather, open yourself to it
its all around you
Heart is you

You've no more to do
than dislodge Mind
from the place it has usurped
Place it properly
as a tool to serve your Awareness
Not as its Guide

Heart is the Divine Spirit within
placed there by the Creator
to guide you on your Journey
into  Consciousness
Mind only blinds you
traps you, causes you to stumble and fall
Trust in the Unknown
we can never solve a problem
by the terms with which it was created

Get out of the box
of conscious mind
Let your actions be unshadowed
by conscious purpose
for therein is no true nature

Only in Spontaneity
is Truth revealed

RETURN

The ego-mind is persistent
Ever Resistant
to Inevitable Return
Return to the Primary Source
of Being

Forever tempting us
with intricate scenarios, images
crafty agendas of how things might be

But the Creator works not from such well-laid plans
but from Spontaneity

CROSSING SHOAL CREEK

The rusted steel rails
are ever fresh
As I cross Shoal Creek
once again

My mind
as it turns over
like the creek below
ever flowing, constantly renewing

Isis and Osius (playlist)

BOUNDLESS

Boundless
is the scope of Divine Vision
so much more is possible
than we humanly imagine

We can only prepare ourselves
to receive bountiful gifts
from above
by increasing the Love in our Hearts

Thru Love all things are possible

RUSSSIAN WILDFLOWER

Nina
the Russian wildflower
embodying the beauty and majesty of her country
On the outside Nina is simple and pure
Easy to laugh and quick to smile
But on the inside
Nina is as deep as Lake Baikal

She's a bit of a tease, you know
Nina, will always be
The one that got away!

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SHIMMERING GOSSAMER

Surface tones, playful, delightful
but a sustaining call from the Deep
permeates, integrates
providing holistic unity
so playful tones can prance
dance, unselfconsciously

Innocence enshrouded
in the web of the Primal

SURRENDER TO HEART

Drop the illusion of  Perception
You, Your Being
is in your Heart, not your Head
Listen for its Voice
it permeates your\ Body
resounding thru and thru
with every beat of your Heart

SISTERS

My Sister Nirmayla
stay but a while
abide
dwell in my Soul

Nourish all Sisters
of the World
who thirst for your Gifts

Sisters
ye with open Hearts
drink, be filled
with the Treasures of Spirit

SPIRITUAL PATH

Stay on the Spiritual Path
my friend
Transcend the lower psyche
desire, anger, greed
all ego impulses

Remember who you are
A Spirit born into a human body
not a human with a spirit

Affirm your Spiritual Identity

WORLD ALIGHT

From the Heart
thru the eyes
into the eyes
and Heart of another
Love travels

and so it passes
until the whole world
is Alight
by the Family of Light

EYE TO EYE

I see in your eyes
as you see into mine
may we exchange
the Heart of God

May Divine Bliss
be yours, beloved Friend

GODDESS

When I behold you as
Goddess
I am not objectifying you
for
We are One
Your personal, exterior apperance
By Grace is but the Reflection
of the Eternal Unity of Our Soul

By Grace
Your are the manifestation
of the Spirit
that lives and moves in you and I
in all the world

CALL TO ONENESS

That vibration
which transcends mind
is the trumpet by which all creation
is assembled into Oneness

Duality, polarity
divisiveness of any kind
collapses
and then
Ascends again
into an organic, living, breathing
Oneness
Plant, animal, mankind
the Earth itself
the Universe and beyond

One complete deep breath
an Inhalation
which unifies all into existence
again

OUTCAST

when it becomes our fate to be an
Outcast
we must make sacrifices for others
forgive what is inferior in them
seek out the good

their consciousness/awareness
will catch-up in time

All is One

The Pleiadian Message - A Wake Up Call For the Family of Light

GREAT SORROW

Let our Great Sorrows
grow within us
transfigure from pain to sympathy
the power to feel others

Empathy

So, by pain
we grow in Love
lest we take the low-road
and allow sorrow to harden our Hearts
deaden our capacity to feel
cut us off from fellow human beings

if so, soften a bit
my friend
for your own sake and others
let your heart open
enfold the gift of empathy
the capacity to hold others in your Spirit
so that, we are all ONE

We are all One
our Spirits mingle
as the air we breathe
uniting all humanity
into one Brotherhood

STREETS OF AUSTIN

the alarm, sense of Wanderer
set in
realizing I was homeless
a true rolling stone
no family no friends
just a yearning for a safe place
to lay myself down
the luxury of a shower
clean clothes
a corner in a room...

but found myself
on the ground, alongside Shoal Creek
a bite of bread
scavaged from a dumpster
and my backpack
my only comforts

walked and walked
till literally could walk no more
the blisters on my feet
burning from the pavement of Austin's August sun

a homeless wanderer
in my late 50's
sever spinal degeneration in my neck
sapping, draining my strength

but, Walk on, Walk on

HEAVEN ON EARTH

The Perfection that you seek
seek no more
it is here

Heaven on Earth
was announced long ago

The Beauty you desire
desire no more
You are that Beauty

The Secret
no longer is hushed
for it is loud and clear
As above, so below
it is now, it is here

Rejoice
exalt in your being
be as your are
abundant

Now is the time
Consciousness is your domain
Life is yours to claim
Dominance over all forces
Exercise your Will

Be as your are

POWER

Let not my Heart be roiled by Desire
but in Adoration
find contentment and joy

May that joy build
into an Inner Strength
that yields Compassion
the willingness to Sacrifice
to bring Spirit into this world

for Spirit alone
has the power to help the world

May there be a flowering
of the Commonwealth
a time that resembles
the marriage of Heaven and Earth

The Power of such Love
exceeds the confines of the Universe
it's the reason for Starbursts
why suns erupt, explode
never to fade away
but reborn
in a flaming display
of Love that can't be contained

Such is my Love for You
Boundless
Eternally renewing itself
defying the Laws of the Universe
which cannot contain it

I AM

Proclaim your Being
Be your Being
take unto yourself what is your own
Give not away that which is thy own
Give not away your Power
Power to be I AM

You are always
Your Original Self
regardless of external circumstances

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

I have a Love
unconditional love
that's burning a hole in my heart
I have to give it away

Love for Free!
Take it and be Free
free from fear, from insecurity
Allow Love to supply all your needs

Love is burning, burning
inside of me
Let Love set you on Fire
quench your thirst, free you from Desire

A selfless, unconditional Love
abundant...no limits
and, its Free!

HOUSE OF DREAMS

I built the House of Dreams
Upon the Commons
that all that seek Truth
may come, join
The Family of Light
We are all One

THE HALLS OF AMENTI

Far from the Halls of Amenti
Where all in Bondage are held
Ignorance their chains

Release me to the Sons of Man
into the Family of Light
Where by Truth's Vibrations
We will bring the world into One
Singularity

TRANSFORMATION of the SOUL

I climbed a mountain
each step of the way
destroying ego, identity
psychic structures of the past
old patterns, forms, conditioned reflexes

By the time I reached the summit
I had completely destroyed Personality
as an empty vessel I then descended
into the dry lake bed below
Primed for receptivity, empty and Innocent
again
No Structures of Perception
nothing to impede Divine Reception

Wait...abide a while
Lightning came in a flash
and because of its emptiness
my mind was illuminated as never before

Like a refreshing rain
Liquid Light poured over my brain
releasing a heavenly nectar
like a lava flow down my spine
until it reached my awaiting Heart

Then an  Alchemical mixture took place
Divine Light & Brain Nectar & Blood of my Heart
combined to create a Transformative Substance
that coarsed thru my veins
Renewing, Recreating each and every cell
Building a New Body of Light

Body of Solid Light
Perfectly formed
a vehicle for Consciousness
a New Man capable of Infinite Creativity
Capable of Creating a New World

BLESSED WOMAN

     In adoration I behold you
     may your gifts of body and mind
     rule mankind
     until the end of time

Come
down along the Shores of the Colorado
let us walk among our Dreams
You and I
for Eternity it would seem
Rule Heaven and Earth

Upon these Commons
let us manifest our Dreams
that all among us
may share in Earth's inexhaustible abundance

ORIGINAL INNOCENCE

Did you ever look at the Family Album
gaze upon your Childhood pictures
I wonder why
they hold such fascination
fond memories...lost associations
possibly

But
Images of Childhood
reveal Original Innocence
it is this which captures our attention
the Spark of Innocence
re-awakened

Return to Childhood...
probably not
but re-awakening Innocence
a definite possibility

Once awakened
the Flame of Innocence
burns with an intensity
which commands our Attention

Awareness...Attention
all one need do to take the next step is:
AWAKEN!

SISTER

Come
Sister of mine
hand-in-hand let us walk
along the shores of the Colorado

Rays of Light dance upon the waves
and so, in my Heart
my feelings for you
pierced at their high points
with Clarity
water, light, and air
in Sacred Union
One

STRUCK by LIGHT

Sitting alone
cultivating the quiet
I was struck
by Light

it goes without saying
in my former ways
I was stuck...
all the usual hinderances
Time, Space, Limitations

but all that dissolved
like a dark room
when the Light is switched on
so to,
my life evolved
once I stopped plotting
surrendered, accepted
and stepped into the flow

Letting go
was perhaps the hardest part
not knowing where, when, or what
but step-by-step
Love reveals the way
The Journey is one of Heart
Feel and Follow


 

COSMIC EGG

I can feel the Cosmic Egg
begin to crack
fractures ripple, tingle all along its surface
The Crown gives way to the Eternal

Voyages begun
however...
do in time return to Terra Firma
The Nourishing Ground of our Mothership

ISIS

Isis
it is I
Osiris

Why are you sitting here alone
in the Dark
The pearls of your Necklace scattered
apart, lying all over the floor
You, too, have become Undone

Allow me to
Return the Sacred Deed
Restore you to Completeness
Wholeness

For You I stop the stars in their tracks
cease celestial orbits
Hold Heavenly bodies still in their rotation
Until you are gathered together again

Only
in this Incarnation
let us not follow the Old Plan
a Pattern set down by Ancients Unknown
Let's not just re-string your necklace
pearl by pearl
but put forth:
A NEW WOMAN   A NEW MAN
           A NEW EARTH
according to our own wants

Now
it is within our Power
to re-make Creation, itself
Design by Love
not Fear

Irrelevant of the Old Paradigm
A NEW CREATION  A NEW TIME 

 

INNER JOURNEY

should one want to start on an Inner Journey and discover secret powers within oneself, he would first have to clear himself of negative ego obstructions in his own mind.  The following 3 videos are meant to aid in that process.  Mind you, it is only a begining, but if not now, when?  Sit in a meditative position and listen with stero headphones.  Have a nice trip!

Healing Frequencies Brain Waves Cleansing Vibration

The Ancient Solfeggio Frequencies MI...528 Hz II.